when holiday lost its meaning...

there was a time when expressions where different
there was a time when the air had a different fragrance
there was a time when festive had a different charm
there was a time when the smile was different
there was a time when house was called home
there was a time when a word had significance

the expressions will get back to normal
the air will again have its fragrance
the festive will regain some of its charm
the smile will always get back to face
the house might become home again
the word would never have its significance

I remember the happiness of going to home on holidays
planning each day
planning every meal
planning shopping
gossiping the dues
getting to know the incidents occurred
exploring the cupboards for new things bought in your absence
talking endlessly
craving to say everything
using every second every moment not to lose any
smiling all round the clock
seeing the happiness of them.........
and so on. . . . .and. . . . . on

it hurts to remember those
yet things done

life has become a contradiction-a paradox
when i feel like saying "i feel lonely, i like to be lonely" simultaneously

CONNECTIONS

RHYTHM    NOT     CAUGHT

CHORDS    NOT     STRUCK

BEATS       NOT     HEARD

TEMPO      NOT     REACHED

CHORUS    NOT     SUNG

VIBES        NOT     FELT

IS     DETERMINATION    NOT     BUILT

IS     RESPONSIBILITY     NOT    CARRIED

IS     PATH                    NOT    TAKEN

IS     DESTINATION         NOT    SEEN

IS     SUCCESS               NOT    ACHIEVED

IS     LIFE                      NOT    LIVED

                                                               SO GO GET THE RHYTHM!!!

finding hope

my previous one is the truth and it is the fact,
But that is the end of the act.

lemme tell you again,
this is something not in vain.

life is the worst curse one can have,
life is the best boon one cant have.

life is the difficult path traversed,
it follows just 1 basic thing that it cannot be reversed.

may there be bumps,may there be potholes,may there be valleys,may there be nothingness,
the thing you should always have is happiness.

don't you forget to make relations friend and foe,
they are the ones who'll keep you alive after you go.

believe or not in the supreme,
ask the belief for courage, strength and WORDS which is prime.

what i write is a bit of knowledge,
which you gain when you are falling of the edge.

lemme tell the truth again" DEATH IS THE ULTIMATE,
BUT THE ROAD TRAVELLED MUST BE GREAT".

death is d ultimate

life is a lie and you have to live the lie.
"say feel talk is was good bad why how when why not never ever i dont know"
this is what went through my mind
i may be or may not be a person that is in accordance with my mind
the significance of "dot" i never had or never will i know
do u know, "edit" do i know is it truth or a lie

did u or do u have a priceless entity
then lemme steal it throw it smash it dismantle it kill it burn it
isn't there a crave in your heart to get it
i promise the supreme too promise "we wont give it"<harsh tone> to hell with u and ur entity

how do u feel
don' you crave
i say think it think it
you divert
i say dont you remember me
i come down on you
you say why me
i say you you and you

the one last time
the one last word
the one last
the one last..
the one last..................

you cry
you cry
i say better you die
or i say its better to live and die

i dont know what i'm
i dont know what i'll be
i just know there is just one fate

dont you realise i was meaningless

coz DEATH IS THE ULTIMATE